Happy Birthday, Azzaria Meisyahtama...

Dear, Azza.
We always miss you.

This is your birthday, our beloved friend.
I remember this day, always, because we have the same birthday date, 13. Well, it's not my month, but you. Like in your name, May, Meisyahtama.
Azza, I know that I'm not your best friend. I'm not one of your close friend, like Ellen, Dwi, Emoy, or Arman. Yes, but here I am, always miss you.
It's 4 years since you had gone.

I can't forget that year. It was tragic. I and all of AP, we were very upset, can't believe that you would gone like that way.
But I know, we know... Allah loves you.. Really really loves you..
Yes, you're deserve to be loved. Really.

I'm very sorry..
Long time ago, I got your photograph. I had one. The only one. I ever promised that I will saved it, but I lost it. I lost the only one Azza that mine. But I know, actually I don't ever lost you..
You'll always live in every heart that really loves you.

Our beloved friend,
I believe that we, maybe, everyone, really admire you.
You're so adorable.
You're the pretty one. And your personality is very unique.
I know, you're a kind person. If you're not, how come I can do like this?

Azza, my beloved friend.
I can't ever forget that moment when you were here.
Could you remember when you asked me to make a picture of you, and your best friend?
When I were drawing you, when I were sketching your face on the paper.. That's the most breathable moment that could makes me cry.
I'm often, asked God, why? How?
How can He took you like this?
But, once again,
 I know, we know... Allah loves you.. Really really loves you..
Yes, you're deserve to be loved.

Our beloved friend, Azzaria.
I wish you, we wish you all the best wishes.
Hopefully you always get the happiness there.
And hopefully, later, when we meet again in that beautiful place,
we all would be able to see your smile again.

Happy belated birthday, Azzaria Meisyahtama.