I wanna leave this world .....

Really tired, cry and can't sleep tight .

Friends, would you look at me? Deep in my life, coz I don't know how to told you?
My feelings said, that I can't hold it anymore .
Please someone call me, and suggest the best advice before I go .
I guess that I don't have anything to stop it .
I think I just have the small problems in my life, but that is burned now .


Singing in crying, dance on the heavy rain, I don't have a normal like before .
My lifes changed .
Sometimes I wish that I'd to be child anymore .
I hate my teenage life, and all of adult life .
If I stand in child, I'm sure that I wont face any problems .

Now I really wanna go .
Instead I don't know how I can find my lifes like before, and stay in .
Really tired, I wanna find my old wings and flying again on my happiness .
Want to face all the peoples smile and let me laugh together .
I miss my old friends, I miss all of you in my primary school .
You know that we didn't think all of our adult lifes .
We didn't want to know it in our lifes long times ago .
We sang, we laughed, we danced, we played together happily .
You hold my hand and let me join to your child lifes .
Really miss it .

Please someone call me, and let me face this problems with the best advice .

I don't know how .

I wanna go, to find my lifes before .
Is there anyone want to tell me that I can to be normal again?



Just see me deep, in other way ........